Mindful Matter

My eulogy.

Mokuso.

I recently started going to a small Muay Thai kickboxing school here in Amsterdam. It has been a new experience for me in many ways — my first time engaging in a competitive sport since high school, my first exposure to Muay Thai, and a language immersion as the classes are mostly in Dutch. The founders of the school trained in Japan, and every class begins with the students kneeling in a straight line across from the teacher. The teacher says the word “mokuso” and everyone exhales deeply and closes their eyes. For about a minute, the room is silent. For weeks, I assumed that mokuso (pronounced "mohk-sou") was a Dutch word that I didn’t know. Finally, I Googled it and learned that mokuso is actually a Japanese word, which roughly means, “to prepare one’s mind”. Indeed, this one-minute micro-meditation at the start of each class had helped slow me down, mentally prepare, and help me set my intention for what I am about to do. The teachers’ purpose is to ground the class and each individual student so that we can bring our full awareness to the training about to begin. It’s a tradition that I have taken with me outside of the class as well. Before I begin a big task, a presentation, or a meeting, I close my eyes and say to myself slowly, “mokuso” and exhale. It’s a way of preparing my mind and setting my intention for what’s about to begin. Always start with intention, Dave RadparvarCo-Founder, Holstee P.S. Speaking of awesome words in other languages, here are a few past reflections you may enjoy: Arete, Sonder, Kintsugi, and Shokunin Kishitsu. P.P.S. Looking to dive deeper into setting your Goals and Intentions? Take a look at our Intention Guide PDF (available to all Holstee Members).

Won't you take me to… Funkytown?

Yesterday I was cruising through the easy streets of Ventura, dropping off my wife at work. We came to a stop light, and a great song came on the radio. So naturally, I had to dance. Belted into the driver's seat, my moves were limited to shoulder shakes and hands up in the air, but I was grooving. One moment later, the light turned green. The driver in the car ahead of us threw up his hands, looked back, and glared at us, shaking his head angrily. I think he assumed I was waving around my arms in impatience, mad because he wasn’t moving right when the light changed. Little did he know, I was moving to the disco beat. And honestly, I was so deep in dance mode, I hadn’t even realized the light had changed. So I tried to clear the air. Using hand gestures, I tried to explain that my movements were for the song, not for him. But in our complicated web of non-verbal communication, I only added to the confusion. As we went our separate ways, two things occurred to me: Maybe my signature dance moves are a little too erratic, and  So much of our lives are shaped by our perspective — how we interpret what we experience. We often don't get the chance to understand the intentions behind others’ actions. We usually just get one side of the story. At Holstee, January is our month of exploring Intention — the purpose behind our actions. In the Intention Guide, you’ll find intention and goal-setting exercises inspired by thinkers like Gretchen Rubin, Leo Babauta, and W.H. Murray. Dance safely out there, Mike RadparvarCo-Founder, Holstee P.S. The song that caused all the confusion (and ultimately insight) was the disco-funk classic Funkytown by Lipps Inc. Honestly, is it even possible to listen to this track and not dance?

Life goals.

“Your audacious life goals are fabulous. We're proud of you for having them. But it's possible that those goals are designed to distract you from the thing that's really frightening you — the shift in daily habits that would mean a re–invention of how you see yourself.” - Seth Godin I was recently reflecting on what success looks like in my life. If I were to die in a week, a year, or a few decades, what would it take for me to be able to say, “Well, I did it — I accomplished everything I wanted. I lived a successful life.” In considering this question, I realized that there is nothing particular I feel I need to achieve or complete. There are just ways in which I want to live. I want to live with honesty, with health, with love, and with generosity. I want to have spent meaningful time with the people I care most about. None of these are things I could earn or buy, they are only things I can do — and things I need to keep doing. None are the types of things I can cross off a list and be done with — they are ongoing ways of being. An outlook, an attitude, a habit — a way of life. So when it comes to goals, I realized that it’s important not just to think about what I want to achieve, but also to think about how I want to live. This month’s Intention Guide was designed to facilitate reflection on the role of habits and goals in your life, with a framework for helping you reflect on what goals are right for your definition of success. The journey continues, Dave RadparvarCo-Founder, Holstee P.S. We completely revamped the look, format, and content of our guides for 2018, starting with January’s Intention Guide — take a look at the printed version!

A special day.

“Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in awhile, you could miss it.” — Ferris Bueller One of my favorite pieces of pop-culture wisdom. :-) It’s true though, life moves quickly. So quickly that it’s easy to miss. On a normal day, we race around trying to get as much done as possible. In fact, we are often so busy running from one thing to the next that before we realize it, the day is gone. But today is not a normal day. Not just because it’s December 25th, but also because there will never be another day just like it. Let the holidays be a reminder of how special each day is. Precisely because tomorrow is a new day, today is something to celebrate — and tomorrow too, for that matter. Wishing you and your family a wonderful day, today and every day. Thank you for another wonderful year together. With Love, Dave, Mike, Massiel and Jennifer P.S. Some fun Ferris Bueller gifs just 'cause... :-D  

Call it what it is.

I was recently in a personal conversation that got heated rather quickly. It got intense because everyone involved cared so much. Soon, the rational conversation was overtaken by strong emotions — ending abruptly, and unfortunately without much progress.  Later, after having some time to reflect on it, I realized we were lost to our emotions.We had forgotten to practice in this conversation something that I practice often in my morning meditation.We had forgotten that the first step to controlling a runaway emotion is to actually notice that it’s happening. This is a core component of Vipassana Meditation, where the focus is on noting any physical sensations or thoughts during the meditation — a way of maintaining our awareness of the present moment.There is even some science to back this up. Matthew Lieberman, a research psychologist from UCLA, recently performed an experiment in which he showed a “fearful image” to patients hooked up to an fMRI machine. He saw that this immediately generated activity in the amygdala (a region of our brain known for its instinctual “fight or flight” reactions).Later, Lieberman repeated the experiment — but this time, he asked patients to acknowledge and label the emotion they were experiencing. Incredibly, this shifted the brain activity to the prefrontal cortex (a more advanced area of our brain where rational thinking occurs). Instead of defaulting to the reactionary part of their brains, the experiment subjects were able to acknowledge their emotions without fully getting swept up in them. It’s a challenging practice in the quiet of my own mind during meditation — and even more so in the tensions of daily life — but it’s one I have found to be really helpful. Whether fear, anger, resentment or sadness, I have learned that the first step towards separating our thoughts from our emotions is to label them in in our minds, bringing them into our awareness.This time of year can bring with it many conversations from the heart. We hope yours are filled with love, care, and a wonderful awareness of the beautiful spectrum of emotion.Love, Mike RadparvarCo-Founder, Holstee P.S. For the month of December, our Reflection Art is a graphic reminder to look inward. We spend so much of our time looking outward, while there’s so much to discover by listening to and exploring within. Which is why we created and sent all members our Guided Reflection Journal (also available online) — a simple way for you and the people you care most about to reflect on the past year.

The present informs the past.

I was recently listening to some of the mind-bending lectures from the philosopher Alan Watts’ audiobook for “Out Of Your Mind”. At one point, Watts discussed how the present informs the past — the idea that the past is constantly changing with every passing moment. “We must abandon completely the notion of blaming the past for any kind of situation we’re in and reverse our thinking and see that the past always flows back from the present. That now is the creative point of life. So you see, it’s like the idea of forgiving somebody. You change the meaning of the past by doing that … Also, watch the flow of music. The melody as it’s expressed is changed by notes that come later. Just as the meaning of a sentence … you wait till later to find out what the sentence means … The present is always changing the past.” I like to think of myself as open-minded, but I listened to these ideas with some skepticism. Time, as I have experienced, is linear and only progresses. There is no rewind button, there is no changing the past. But the more I let the idea and Watts’ examples sit with me, the more I came to appreciate the truth in them. Watts’ example of a melody resonated most. Every additional note changes the melody of the tune. So while the previous notes don’t actually change, the notes that follow change the tune. In that way, it’s a different tune than the tune in the past. And in that way, the past — or at least how we hear, see and understand it — has changed. Some (chewy) food for thought as we near the end of the year and you take time to reflect on it. Love, Dave RadparvarCo-Founder, Holstee P.S. This year we made our annual Reflection Guide available as a printed journal, as well as a printable PDF and Google Doc template.

What does it mean to “live mindfully”?

At Holstee, our mission through our monthly Membership is to encourage people to “live mindfully”. It’s a big goal, but it can also seem like a vague one. In the spirit of reflection, we want to take a moment and consider what mindful living means to us. As a concept, mindfulness has become quite popular in recent years. And as it’s grown in popularity, its definition has become blurry. In talking with our friends and family, we found that “mindful living” means something different to everyone. There were a few common threads, though, and these have contributed to our definition. For us, living mindfully is about five things: presence, awareness, appreciation, reflection, and action. It is about taking moments throughout the day to be fully present with our environment and everything within it. It is about being aware of our individual impact and acknowledging the ripples of each step we take. It is about appreciating what is around us, including the wondrous and serendipitous moments that brought us into the world. Mindfulness is about reflection. It’s about appreciating how the past informs the future. It’s thinking about what we hope to get from our brief lives on earth and what we hope to give back to the forces that brought us here. Finally, it is about action: the steps we take to be present, to internalize our awareness, to voice our appreciation, and to embrace our reflections. Actions are the manifestations of our intentions. We cannot always choose what the world brings to us, but we can always choose how we act in response to it. Mindfully yours, Mike and Dave Mike and Dave RadparvarCo-Founders, Holstee

Neurons that fire together, wire together.

“Neurons that fire together, wire together.” - Donald Hebb Neuropsychologist Donald Hebb first used this phrase in 1949 to describe how pathways in the brain are formed and reinforced through repetition. The more the brain does a certain task, the stronger that neural network becomes, making the process more efficient each successive time.This is why the practice of gratitude — the regular journaling and the habitual moments of reflection — can be so powerful. It creates and strengthens pathways in the brain for acknowledging all we have to be grateful for each day. And the more we do it, the more ingrained the practice becomes and the easier it is for our brain to process gratitude — creating a virtuous cycle.So get those neurons firing! You’ll be grateful you did 😉. Dave RadparvarCo-Founder, Holstee P.S. This month’s Gratitude Guide features six journaling and group discussion questions to get those gratitude neurons firing. Like this one: “Who makes your life easier?”  P.P.S. Hebb’s research was a precursor to recent breakthroughs around neuroplasticity — the concept that our brain’s ability is not fixed but can actually continue to grow and learn well into old age.